Make Love In This Club

I gotta do it for the ladies

and I gotta keep it hood.
Where we at Polo? Eh
I see you Rock? 
I'ma keep doing right?
We just getting started.
Yeaaaa Man.

You see you searching for somebody that'll take you out and do you right. 
Well come here baby and let daddy show you what it feel like.
You know all you gotta do is tell me what your sipping on? Eh
And I promise that I'ma keep it coming all night loooooong.

Looking in your eyes,
while you on the other side, hey
(and I think that shawty I got a thing for you yeah)
Doing it on purpose, while your working it.
I can tell by the way you looking at me girl.

I wanna make love in this club.
in this club
in this club
in this club
I wanna make love in this club.
in this club
in this club
in this club


Listen, if you got some friends rolling with you baby then that's cool.
You can leave them with my nigga's, let 'em know that I got you. Eh
If you didn't know,you're the only thing that's on my mind.
Cuz,the way you staring makes me want to give it to you all night.

Looking in your eyes,
while you on the other side,
I can't take it no more baby I'm
coming for you.
You keep doing it on purpose while you working it
Baby close our eyes and it'll just be me and you

I wanna make love in this club.
in this club
in this club
in this club
I wanna make love in this club.
in this club
in this club
in this club
(repeat x2)

Young Jeezy:
I'm what you want, I'm what you need.
He got da trap, I'll set you free,
sexually,mentally,physically, emotionally,
I'll be like your medicine, your take every dose of me.
it's goin down on isle 3,I'll bag ya like some grocery's.
and everytime you think about it, you gonna want some more of me.
bout to hit the club make a movie yea rated R. Pull up like a Trap Star. thats if you had... Have you ever made love to a thug in a club with his sights on, 87 jeans and a fresh pair of nikes on. On the couch, on the table, on the bar, on the floor.
you can meet me in the bathroom, ya you know im trained to go.



If you wanna give me a kiss, we can keep touching like this
I know you scared baby, because you don't know what we doing.
It's ok, you can touch right here, keep doing that girl and I swear.
I'ma keep doing it to you non-stop. 
And I dont care, who's watching watching watching watching watching Oooooh In this club on the floor 
Baby lets make love

I wanna make love in this club
in this club
in this club
in this club
I wanna make love in this club.
in this club
in this club
in this club

In this club Ehh YeY Hey Hey 
Thats right in the front in the front in the peak of the day Hey
In the back Hey In the side Hey
In the front Hey 
Left, right Oh crank that Hey





April 11 APRIL 9



After having lunch with my friends, we rushed into the elevator to catch our 11:00 classes. As we alighted from the elevator, I instantly noticed Jin walking out of room 702 which is on the left side. I and my friends walked





March 24 IN


Don´t waste your tears... every drop does not count... he doesn´t care. Don´t let his thoughts cripple your mind... your body... your soul. You´ll be wasted. Don´t think about him every night... Don´t wallow in sadness til you drop in the wee hours of the morning... Don´t retrace every footstep you made on that now-barren-land... You´ll get wounds on your feet... Don´t be gloomy... You don´t look good when you´re like that... Stop dreaming of happy endings with him... or else you´ll be trapped in a nightmare. Stop wishing for him to come back... It will never be a dream-come-true... Stop believing that he will love you the way you do... the way I do...


Hey... I am here... If you´d only care... I´m here...


I´ve been at your side for quite a long time now... and yet you haven´t noticed me... you haven´t felt that I cared... since the day you left me... since the day we met again... Perhaps... you didn´t really care... The way I feel for you did not change...


I still love you... I love you...


eventhough I know it´s pointless... my love is not reciprocated... I don´t care... I guess it doesn´t really matter to me...



Why don´t we give it a second try...


I know I have so much to share coming from within... Don´t think you already knew me... you don´t.

I could be everything to you... I know I could...

So let him go... and let me in...






March 19

...HIM



...the one you really wanted... all this time... ...the one you really loved... even in those days that we´re still together... ...the guy I always see everywhere - that´s him. ...the one who´s bound to be always better than me, better than anyone you could ever meet. ...he´s the person you want to be with for the rest of your life...

and you´re the only one I want to be with for the rest of mine...

...the countless nights that have passed me by - you were in my head... until now...

but the pages of this diary will soon burn... because of him...

...the one you really wanted.

sometimes I wish he´s me and you´re mine...

how pathetic...


I hate it when I´m like this... I hate it when I´m just here... I hate to think that you´re together I hate to be alone...


I hate him... I really do...






March 17 Reason


This is the time when I feel I am just mine... I don't know... it's a weird stuff going on in me... In my head... There is so much silence in this head... and the air seeps through every pore...I just can't let go of me... of myself... not this time... never... I'm moving to keep me alive... to still feel what i haev inside... this love... I think it won't be reciprocated... This is the time when I feel the clock is right above my head... It's ticking... counting every heartbeat... every breath... every second I waste thinking about what I deserve to have... your love... I really want to say the things in my head... but I guess... there is no need to divulge this emptiness that I feel when you are not empty... You're the one I need to fill the space between... between me, you, us. I can only imagine the warmth of your breath as you spoke those words in my ear... I can only feel you... I can wait... but sometimes I really feel like giving up...







2007

4 in the Morning Gwen Stefani Big Girls Dont Cry Fergie What Goes Around Comes Around Justin Timberlake Umbrella Rihanna ft Jay Z Sober Kelly Clarkson Gimme More Britney Spears Look After You The Fray Girlfriend Avril Lavigne I Don¨t Love You My Chemical Romance I¨m Gonna Find Another You John Mayer The Sweetest Girl Wyclef Jean ft Akon, Nia You Ruined Me JC Chasez Makes Me Wonder Maroon 5 Because of You NeYo Say It Right Nelly Furtado Piece of Me Britney Spears It Ends Tonight The All American Rejects Dig Incubus Won¨t Go Home Without You Maroon 5 Just So You Know Jessie McCartney Apologize Timbaland ft One Republic Hate That I Love You Rihanna ft NeYo When You¨re Gone Avril Lavigne Better Than Me Hinder Bleed It Out Linkinpark The Takeover, The Break¨s Over Fallout Boy Last Night P. Diddy ft Keisha Cole Cupids Chokehold Gym Class Heroes ft Patrick Stump Clothes Off Gym Class Heroes ft Patrick Stump Tell Her Jessie McCartney Famous Last Words My Chemical Romance Your Guardian Angel The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Shut Up and Drive Rihanna Stolen Dashboard Confessional Is It You Cassie When It Was Me Paula DeAnda Crank Dat Soulja Boy (Rock Remix) Soulja Boy Tell Em Welcome To The Black Parade My Chemical Romance (2006) Frailty Urbandub (2006) Time After Time Quietdrive What Ive Done Linkinpark Glamorous Fergie ft Ludacris Tears Dry On Their Own Amy Winehouse Rehab Amy Winehouse ft Jay Z All At Once The Fray Go On Girl NeYo Give It To Me Timbaland ft Nelly Furtado and Justin Timberlake Whadsyaname Nelly Loveteam Itchyworms Samson Regina Spektor Jump The Blackeyed Peas Kung Pwede Lang Lovie Poe Beautiful Girls Sean Kingston How Far Weve Come Matchbox Twenty Understand Christina Aguilera The Great Escape Boys Like Girls Lying Is The Most Fun... Panic! At the Disco Like This Kelly Rowland ft Eve Tonguetied Faber Drive Thanks For The Memories Fallout Boy Over You Chris Daughtry Love Hurts Incubus Hot Avril Lavigne Wake Up Call Maroon 5 This Time Jojo Im Like A Lawyer... Fallout Boy Teenagers My Chemical Romance Face Down The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Clumsy Fergie Gotto Go On My Own Nikki Gil Until Yesterday JC Chasez (2006) Summer Love Justin Timberlake Nolita Fairytale Vanessa Carlton First Time Lifehouse Baby Love Nicole Scherzingger ft Will I Am Irreplaceable Beyonce (2006) Boston Augustana Whatever You Like Nicole Scherzingger Wait For You Elliot Yammin Here (In Your Arms) Hello, Goodbye Misery Business Paramore Keep Holding On Avril Lavigne (2006) Me Love Sean Kingston This Aint A Scene... Fallout Boy Jenny The Click Five Oh! Gravity Switchfoot Candyman Christina Aguilera Lost Without You Robin Thicke The Way I Are Timbaland ft Keri Hilson and Doe No One (remix) Alicia Keys ft Kanye West So Close Jon McMaughlin Over It Katharine McFaye Kiss Kiss Chris Brown Im No Good Amy Winehouse I Wanna Have Your Babies Natasha Beddingfield Tuyo Nang Damdamin Silent Sanctuary Bones The Killers Light Up The Sky Yellowcard Boston Drama Typecast Dead My Chemical Romance


Back To Black Amy Winehouse It Won¨t Be Soon Before Long Maroon 5 The Black Parade My Chemical Romance The Dutchess Fergie The Best Damn Thing Avril Lavigne Infinity On High Fallout Boy Good Girl Gone Bad Rihanna How To Save A Life The Fray Spiderman 3 OST Various Artists Blackout Britney Spears



2006


Me And You Cassie Oo Up Dharma Down Nobela Join The Club When You Were Young The Killers Irreplaceable Beyonce¨ Don^t Forget About Us Mariah Carey King Without A Crown Matisyahu Be Without You Mary J Blige Who Knew Pink Long Way To Go Cassie Hard To Beat Hard Fi Chasing Cars Snow Patrol Too Little Too Late Jojo Selfish Sunset Daze Just Feel Better Santana ft Steven Tyler Sexy Back Justin Timberlake I Write Sins Not Tragedies Panic! At The Disco First Of Summer Urban Dub Wild Horses Alicia Keys ft Adam Levine Welcome To The Black Parade My Chemical Romance Waltz Hale We Belong Together Gavin Degraw What Hurts The Most Rascal Flatts Goodbye My Lover James Blunt Mine Again Mariah Carey I Can^t Hate You Anymore Nick Lachey Buttons Pussycat Dolls London Bridge Fergie Wait Forever Gary Valenciano Crawling Back To You Backstreet Boys What^s Left Of Me Nick Lachey So Sick Neyo Sabihin Mo Na Top Suzara L.O.V.E. Ashlee Simpson Hips Don^t Lie Shakira ft Wyclef Jean Promiscuous Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland Rough Landing Holly Yellowcard If I Were You Hoobastank Bad Day Daniel Powter Afterglow INXS My Love Justin Timberlake ft TI Unbelievable Craig David One Mary J Blige ft Bono / U2 Yo Excuse Me Miss Chris Brown Nothing In This World Paris Hilton Catch Your Wave The Click Five Unfaithful Rihanna Run It Chris Brown ft Juelz Santana Clockwatching Jason Mraz Dark Blue Jack¨s Mannequin All Good Things (Come to an End) Nelly Furtado When You¨re Mad Neyo Pump It Blackeyed Peas Dreaming With A Broken Heart John Mayer Waiting On The World To Change John Mayer Bring It All Back Jet Rescue Me American HiFi How To Save A Life The Fray Spoliarium Imago I¨m Not Missing You Stacie Orrico Beep Pussycat Dolls ft Will I Am Leave The Pieces The Wreckers Ugly Sugababes So Excited Janet Jackson Blue Sky Hale Sorry Madonna Fergalicious Fergie Gallery (Spanglish) Mario Vasquez Beer Itchyworms Much Has Been Said Bamboo (2005) Breaking Free Highschool Musical Cast Here We Go Again Trina ft Kelly Rowland Sexy Love Neyo Wind It Up Gwen Stefani Until Yesterday JC Chasez Mixedtape Jack¨s Mannequin Hurt Christina Aguilera Una Spongecola Dahilan Barbie Almalbis Nakapagtataka Spongecola Move Along The All American Rejects But It¨s Better If You Do Panic! At The Disco We Ride Rihanna It Ends Tonight The All American Rejects Fly Like A Bird Mariah Carey Hung Up Madonna When Did You Fall Chris Rice Someday Nina Shorty Like Mine Chris Brown ft Bow Bow Get Up Ciara Stars Are Blind Paris Hilton Jesus Of Suburbia Greenday Bitiw Spongecola Say Something Mariah Carey ft Snoop Dogg Fire Kitchie Nadal Frailty Urban Dub Maneater Nelly Furtado Ikaw Pa Rin Juana Jesus Take The Wheel Carrie Underwood Narda Kamikazee


2005


We Belong Together Mariah Carey Wake Me Up When September Ends Greenday Dont Forget About Us Mariah Carey You¨re Beautiful James Blunt Since U Been Gone Kelly Clarkson Lonely No More Rob Thomas Mr. Brightside The Killers Dont Lie The Blackeyed Peas My Humps The Blackeyed Peas Do Something Britney Spears Dont Love You No More Craig David Hollaback Girl Gwen Stefani The Day You Said Goodnight Hale The Ghost Of You My Chemical Romance Dont Let It Go To Your Head Fefe Dobson Blind Lifehouse You And Me Lifehouse Because Of You Kelly Clarkson Boulevard Of Broken Dreams Greenday Boyfriend Ashlee Simpson Behind These Hazel Eyes Kelly Clarkson This Is The Last Time Keane Because You Live Jessie MacCartney 40 Kinds Of Sadness Ryan Cabrera Much Has Been Said Bamboo Una Spongecola Broken Sonnet Hale Kung Wala Ka Hale It¨s Like That Mariah Carey ft JD and Fatman Scoop This Is Your Life Switchfoot Goodbye Juana The Good Kind The Wreckers Lala Ashlee Simpson You¨ll Be Safe Here Rivermaya Cool Gwen Stefani Lunes Spongecola Let Me Go 3 Doors Down Wordplay Jason Mraz Nobela Join The Club Stars Switchfoot Disappear Hoobastank Obsession Frankie J True Ryan Cabrera Talaga Naman MYMP Luxurious Gwen Stefani Hung Up Madonna Bedshaped Keane Helena My Chemical Romance Feel Good Inc Gorillaz Must Get Out Maroon 5 Sleeps With Butterflies Tori Amos Chariot Gavin Degraw This Is How A Heart Breaks Rob Thomas Holiday Greenday Gemini Spongecola Get Right Jennifer Lopez Sugar We¨re Going Down Fallout Boy Signs Snoop Dogg ft Justin Timberlake Stick Wit U Pussycat Dolls Shake It Off Mariah Carey Untitled Simple Plan Spoiled Joss Stone Bad Day Daniel Powter Incomplete Backstreet Boys Beautiful Soul Jessie MacCartney Hope Twista ft Faith Evans Shut Up Simple Plan KLSP Spongecola 1,2 Step Ciara I¨m Feeling You Santana ft Michelle Branch How To Deal Frankie J Energy Natalie ft Baby Bash Kahit Pa Hale Not That Kinda Girl Jojo Let Me Love You Mario All About Us T.A.T.U. Someday Nina Break You Marion Raven Crazy Alanis Morissette Get Your Number Mariah Carey Unwritten Natasha Beddingfield Rich Girl Gwen Stefani ft Eve Make A Move Incubus O Omarion Always Come Back To You Ryan Cabrera Jeepney Spongecola Tensionado Soapdish End Of Me Marion Raven Shine On Ryan Cabrera Geek In The Pink Jason Mraz Same Ground Kitchie Nadal Cool Off Session Road I¨m Yours Jason Mraz Crazy Simple Plan High The Speaks Ewan Ko Soapdish Lunes Join The Club I¨ve Just Begun (Having My Fun) Britney Spears Stay Cueshe¨ Tell Me Where It Hurts MYMP




2004


This Love Maroon 5 Dare You To Move Switchfoot The Reason Hoobastank My Happy Ending Avril Lavigne My Prerogative Britney Spears Balisong Rivermaya Wag Na Wag Mong Sasabihin Kitchie Nadal Confessions Part II Usher Talk Shows On Mute Incubus Sunday Morning Maroon 5 Toxic Britney Spears Welcome To My Life Simple Plan My Boo Usher ft Alicia Keys Boulevard of Broken Dreams Greenday Burn Usher Summer Sunshine The Corrs Stacy¨s Mom Fountains Of Wayne Don¨t Tell Me Avril Lavigne Penny And Me Hanson Megalomaniac Incubus New Deep John Mayer Woman Maroon 5 Vindicated Dashboard Confessional Word Up Korn Goodies Ciara ft Pete Pablo Ordinary Train Here Without You 3 Doors Down Come On Ben Jelen You Make Me Wanna Jada Kiss ft Mariah Carey Pieces Of Me Ashlee Simpson American Idiot Greenday She Will Be Loved Maroon 5 Try Nelly Furtado Yeah Usher Why Worry The All American Rejects I Don¨t Wanna Be Gavin Degraw Hey Ya Outkast Harder To Breathe Maroon 5 Lose My Breath Destiny¨s Child Nobody¨s Home Avril Lavigne I Miss You Blink 182 100 Years Five For Fighting Rest In Pieces Saliva Shadow Ashlee Simpson Accidentally In Love Counting Crows Dirty Dancing Blackeyed Peas Meant To Live Switchfoot California Lenny Kravitz Vertigo U2 Lala Ashlee Simpson Breathe Michelle Branch White Houses Vanessa Carlton My Place Nelly ft Jaheim Clarity John Mayer Milkshake Kelis Dip It Low Christina Millan Somewhere Only We Know Keane One Of These Days Michelle Branch 1985 Bowling 4 Soup I Like That Chingy Lying From You Linkinpark Look What You¨ve Done Jet I Miss You Boys 2 Men I Don¨t Wanna Think About You Simple Plan Everything Fefe Dobson Breaking The Habit Linkinpark Just Lose It Eminem These Words Natasha Beddingfield Sunshine Twista Angel The Corrs Here In My Room Incubus Breathe Easy Blue Hold Me Now Wayne Wonder I¨m Really Hot Missy Elliot Suga Suga Baby Bash ft Frankie J I¨ve Just Begun (Having My Fun) Britney Spears Til I get Over You Michelle Branch Outrageous Britney Spears Our Lives The Calling Let¨s Get It Started Blackeyed Peas Tourniquet Evanescence Fortune Faded Red Hot Chili Peppers Things Will Go My Way The Calling Sige 6 Cycle Mind If The Feeling Is Gone Kyla Storm Lenny Kravitz Everything Alanis Morissette Curbside Prophet Jason Mraz Super Duper Love Joss Stone If I Ain¨t Got You Alicia Keys Are You Gonna Be My Girl Jet The Saddest Song The Ataris Lean Back The Terrors Rumors Lindsay Lohan Unaffected Hoobastank Lost Without Each Other Hanson Love Song 311 On The Way Down Ryan Cabrera Hey Mama Blackeyed Peas Everytime Britney Spears


2003

Unwell Matchbox Twenty 2003 Breathe Michelle Branch You And I Both Jason Mraz Me Against The Music Britney Spears ft Madonna Sleep All Day Jason Mraz Are You Happy Now Michelle Branch Dont Dream It^s Over Sixpense None The Richer Swing Swing The All American Rejects Save Me Remy Zero Blinded Third Eye Blind Hide Creed My Immortal Evanescence Losing Grip Avril Lavigne Why Avril Lavigne Island In The Sun Wheezer Where Is The Love Blackeyed Peas Bliss Alice Peacock ft John Mayer No Stopping Us Jason Mraz Shut Up Blackeyed Peas Boys Dont Cry Plumb Faint Linkinpark Fighter Christina Aguilera Bonnie And Clyde Jay Z ft Beyonce Bring Me To Life Evanescence In Da Club 50 Cent Sleeping Awake POD Tomorrow Lillix For You The Calling Big Yellow Taxi Counting Crows ft Vanessa Carlton Im With You Avril Lavigne Cry Me A River Justin Timberlake Perfect Simple Plan Disease Matchbox Twenty White Flag Dido The Remedy Jason Mraz The Loneliest Person I Know Splendor Bringing On The Heartbreak Mariah Carey Beautiful Christina Aguilera Half-Life Duncan Sheik Somewhere In The Middle Dishwalla Angels Or Devils Dishwalla Going Under Evanescence Impossible Christina Aguilera New Black Car July For Kings The Scientist Coldplay Flexin Kyla ft Blue I Think God Can Explain Splendor Bigger Than My Body John Mayer Nothing At All Santana ft Musiq Gravedigger Dave Matthews Band Baby Boy Beyonce ft Sean Paul Cant Hold Us Down Christina Aguilera ft Lil Kim Bright Lights Matchbox Twenty Rest Of My Life Unwritten Law Crazy In Love Beyonce ft Jay Z The Best Thing Droplines Mr Bartender Sugar Ray Come Around Rhett Miller You Werent There Lene Marlin This Side Nickelcreek Behind Blue Eyes Limp Bizkit Train On A Track Kelly Rowland Somewhere I Belong Linkinpark I Know What You Want Busta Rhymes ft Mariah Carey World Filled With Love Craig David Time Stands Still The All American Rejects I Dont Give Avril Lavigne Shape Sugababes Rise And Fall Craig David ft Sting Addicted Simple Plan Damaged TLC All The Things She Said T.A.T.U. Silence Is Easy Starsailor Times Like These Foo Fighters Will You POD Why Not Hilary Duff Girls And Boys Good Charlotte Mesmerize Ja Rule ft Ashanti Running No Doubt Take Me Away Fefe Dobson Someday Nickelback Powerless Nelly Furtado Is She Really Going Out With Him Sugar Ray It^s My Life No Doubt Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word Blue ft Elton John Pedal To The Metal Kazzer The Last Song The All American Rejects Im Still Here John Rzeznik Real Plumb When I Look To The Sky Train Falls On Me Fuel So In To You Tamia Cant Read You Daniel Beddingfield Blowin Me Up With Her Love JC Chasez I Want You Thalia ft Fat Joe Do I Have To Cry For You Nick Carter On My Way Stephen Speaks Ígnition R. Kelly What I Go To School For Busted If You^re Not The One Daniel Beddingfield Signed, Sealed, Delivered, I'm Yours Blue ft Stevie Wonder and Angie Stone


2002

When the Stars Go Blue Addicted Adrienne Ain't It Funny (Murder Remix) Alive All You Wanted All the Things She Said Always on Time Anticipating BareNaked Beauty on the Fire Big Yellow Taxi Bop Bop Baby Boys Breathe Your Name Can't Fight the Moonlight Can't Stop Red Hot Cleanin' Out My Closet Colourblind Darius Complicated Cry Cry Me a River Die Another Day Dilemma Dirrty Disease Do I Have To Cry For You Don't Know Why Don't Let Me Get Me Feel It Boy Beenie Man featuring Janet Jackson Fly By Foolish The Game of Gangsta Lovin' Eve ft Alicia Keys Get the Party Started Goodbye to You Half-Life Hands Clean Hella Good Help Me Here Is Gone Hidden Agenda Hide Hot in Herre How You Remind Me I Am Mine I Love Rock 'n' Roll I'd Do Anything I'm Afraid Of Britney Spears LiveonRelease I'm Gonna Be Alright I'm Just a Kid I'm Real/I'm Real (Murder Remix) I'm with You If Tomorrow Never Comes In My Place In da Club Insatiable It's Goin' Down The X-Ecutioners Jenny from the Block Just like a Pill Life Goes On Like I Love You Lose Yourself A Moment like This More Than a Woman A New Day Has Come One Last Breath One Love Only Hope Only Hope Oops (Oh My) Round Round Running Away Hoobastank The Scientist Shoulda Woulda Coulda Sk8er Boi So into You Soak Up the Sun Spin Somewhere Out There Stay Together for the Kids Stole Sweetness Take Me Away The Zephyr Song A Thousand Miles Through the Rain The Tide Is High Toxicity U-Turn Unbreakable Underneath It All Underneath Your Clothes Weathered What About Us? What's Luv? Fat Joe featuring Ashanti & Ja Rule What's Your Flava? Where Are You Going A Woman's Worth Work It Out Your Body Is a Wonderland Youth of the Nation


2001


 (I Wish I Knew How It Would Feel To Be) Free / One		2001

19-2000 Ain't It Funny Alcoholic All Rise All For You Always Come Back to Your Love Amber 311 Androgyny Angel Shaggy Another Day In Paradise Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)" Vertical Horizon Blurry Bootylicious Break Me Breathing Butterfly Crazytown Can't Fight the Moonlight Chop Suey! Clint Eastwood Crawling Crush Mandy Moore Don't Let Me Be the Last to Know Don't Stop (Funkin' 4 Jamaica) Drive Drops of Jupiter (Tell Me) Drowning Emotion Everywhere Fallin' Fly Away from Here Follow Me Get Ur Freak On Get the Party Started Halfway Around the World Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger Jaded Lady Marmalade Let Me Blow Ya Mind Irresistible I Wanna Be Bad I'm Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman I'm Real/I'm Real (Murder Remix) I'm a Slave 4 U If You Come Back Imitation of Life In Too Deep In the End Island in the Sun It's Gonna Be Me It Wasn't Me Love Don't Cost a Thing Lulluby Mad Season More Than That More Than a Woman Ms. Jackson My Sacrifice Nasty Girl Destiny's Child Never Too Far No Such Thing Nobody Wants to Be Lonely Not Too Young, Not Too Old All or Nothing We Fit Together Shit on the Radio (Remember the Days) One Step Closer Overprotected Papercut Play Put Your Arms Around Me Natural Rendezvous Rollin' (Air Raid Vehicle) Save Me Smooth Criminal Alien Ant Farm Somethin' Stupid Robbie Williams ft Nicole Kidman Son of a Gun (I Betcha Think This Song Is About You) Janet Jackson featuring Carly Simon, Missy Elliott and P. Diddy Stuck in a Moment You Can't Get Out Of U2 Superman (It's Not Easy) Five for Fighting Survivor Take My Breath Away Thank You That Day The Rock Show Blink 182 There You'll Be Faith Hill Turn off the Light Nelly Furtado TwentyFourSeven The Artful Dodger U Got It Bad Usher U Remind Me Usher Uptown Girl Waiting Greenday We Need a Resolution Warning What's Going On All Stars When You're Looking Like That Whenever, Wherever Wish You Were Here Would You Be Happier


2000

7 Days Again Against All Odds (Take a Look at Me Now) American Pie Bent Black Coffee Born To Make You Happy Bye Bye Bye Cant Fight The Moonlight Cant Take That Away Come On Over (All I Want is You) Deep Inside of You Dont Mess With My Man Lucy Pearl Fill Me In Fool Again From The Bottom of My Broken Heart Gone I Need You I Try I Turn To You I Wanna Be With You Im Like A Bird If Only If You¨re Gone Incomplete Independent Women It¨s My Life It Wasnt Me Jumpin Jumpin Lady (Hear Me Tonight) Modjo Last Resort Lets Get Loud Life Is a Rollercoaster Lucky Minority Music My Generation My Love Never Be The Same Again Never Had A Dream Come True One More Time Daft Punk Oops!... I Did It Again Original Prankster The Offspring Overloud Sugababes Shape of My Heart Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely Stan Stellar Stronger Teenage Dirtbag Thank God I Found You The Way I Am This I Promise You Thong Song Try Again Walkign Away We Belong To The Sea What A Girl Wants Breathless One Night Upside Down Need To Be Next To You


1999


All I Have To Give Backstreet Boys All The Small Things Blink 182 Angel Sarah Machlachlan Angel of Mine Brandy The Animal Song Savage Garden Baby One More Time Britney Spears Back at One Brian McKnight Beautiful Stranger Madonna Black Balloon Goo Goo Dolls Born To Make You Happy Britney Spears Candy Mandy Moore Come on Over Christina Aguilera Genie in a Bottle Christina Aguilera Girl on TV LFO Give It to You Jordan Knight Breathe Faith Hill Heartbreaker Mariah Carey Here With Me Dido Higher Creed I Could Not Ask For More Edwin McCain I Do (Cherish You) 98 Degrees I Drive Myself Crazy Nsync I Knew I Loved You Savage Garden I Still Believe Mariah Carey I Try Macy Gray I Want It That Way Backstreet Boys If I Let You Go Westlife If You Had My Love Jennifer Lopez Larger Than Life Backstreet Boys Lift Me Up Geri Halliwel Muscle Museum Muse Nice Guys Finish Last Greenday No Scrubs TLC Radio The Corrs Runaway The Corrs Sitting Down Here Lene Marlin Smooth Santana ft Rob Thomas Someday We¨ll Know New Radicals Sometimes Britney Spears Swear It Again Westlife That Don¨t Impress Me Much Shania Twain Waiting For Tonight Jennifer Lopez Walk Me Home Mandy Moore What A Girl Wants Christina Aguilera With Arms Wide Open Creed Yellow Coldplay Misery The Moffats




34 Hours Awake January 2, 2008


Last night was excruciating for me. I have never been this critical in my entire life. If my soul emanates every life dust it has, that, I do not know. For my eyes are now lackluster. And my head is filled with the air... air that came from the nothingness of my lungs. On top of me, not a halo nor a pair of little horns. I am breathing. Still. Is that something worth thanking for? I am moving. Still. Is that something to be proud of? I still have the last breath of the fairydust. It is all that I have got. I have never been alone in my entire life... I have never been that happy... when I used to be yours. If I am the wind, I stay. I linger inside this sphere with no connection. I remain unseen. I remain unnoticed... I am just nothing. I have never been this low in my entire life... I think I only got myself to blame. Blame myself for letting my fairydust scatter... I am wide awake. I really want to sleep. But these eyes are taking over me. I only see the past. I only see the steps that we made. I only see the heavens we used to watch together. I only see your face... your eyes... I only smell your scent... I only feel the warmth inside your arms. I only taste your lips... I have never been this way before... Trust me when I say I need you badly. Because living without you longer will break me. Because living without you longer will kill me. At this point in time I just want to close my eyes... I just want to let the cool air pass my body by... I just want to hide under this sea of blankets... I just want to feel my own warmth... I think this is the final struggle... Eventually I will die... There is only you who can save me. This is something that I can not do by myself... but if you really dont want to... I really have no clue... I guess I have to collect each dust all alone... but since it might take me forever to mend my pieces... I might as well just let it scattered.
















January Jessie McCartney 7 Frailty 14 Welcome To The Black Parade 21 Just So You Know 28 What Goes Around Comes Around February Incubus 4 What Goes Around Comes Around 11 Say It Right 18 Say It Right 25 Say It Right March Avril Lavigne 4 Dig 11 It Ends Tonight 18 What Goes Around Comes Around 25 Famous Last Words April All American Rejects 1 Give It To Me 8 What Goes Around Comes Around 15 Girlfriend 22 It Ends Tonight 29 Last Night May Maroon 5 6 Makes Me Wonder 13 Girlfriend 20 I Don't Love You 27 I Don't Love You June Fallout Boy 3 4 In The Morning 10 4 In The Morning 17 4 In The Morning 24 4 In The Morning July Rihanna 1 4 In The Morning 8 Umbrella (remix) 15 Umbrella (remix) 22 Umbrella (remix) 29 Big Girls Don't Cry August Kelly Clarkson 5 Big Girls Don't Cry 12 Sober 19 The Takeover, The Break's over 26 Bleed It Out September Linkinpark 2 Bleed It Out 9 Jump 16 Over You 23 Big Girls Don't Cry (remix) 30 Big Girls Don't Cry (remix) October Britney Spears 7 The Great Escape 14 Gimme More (remix) 21 Gimme More (remix) 28 Gimme More (remix) November 4 Your Guardian Angel 11 Gimme More (remix) 18 Hate That I Love You 25 Sweetest Girl December 2 Won't Go Home Without You 9 16 23 30













[Topics] We undertook the current lesson: We had some reading and pronunciation practice. Vocabulary word and idiomatic expression were taught.


[Words]


[Sentences] Incorrect: Correct:

Incorrect: Correct:

Incorrect: Correct:

Incorrect: Correct:

[Pronunciation] No mispronounced words. No wrong stress on syllables.


[Extension] Last weekend she/he

[Assessment] The student was having a hard time understanding my questions and instructions.

The student was able to exhibit

He was confident and fluent throughout the conversation. His vocabulary range is impressive.

[Instructions] I asked the student about his/her weekend. I instructed the student to read the sample sentences as well as the expressions / dialogue to assess his / her pronunciation, accent, intonation and reading skill. I asked the student to repeat saying the mispronounced word and I let him say each word properly an improvement in speaking and reading.







XOXO july 25



Dear You-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named,


       I just want to say that I really really miss you so bad. I really really wanna see you. I hope you're doing fine. Anyway... 

It's been a long time since I last heard your voice on the phone... I was surprised when you called the other night! I really did not recognize that it was you! You sound a little bit different... You sounded good nevertheless hehe. Thanks by the way for the call, it made me feel better. Over the past few days, I was actually not feeling well. I don't know why, it's just that there are many things


                                                                                                                                                  Hugs and Kisses (nyaiks! ang landi! hehe),
                                                                                                                                                         Me-Who's-Always-Been-Here

...






AWOL july 24 07



Ba't kaya ang daming tao (should I say ang daming BI) na kapag gusto mo nang kasama lagi-lage, bigla namang mawawala... Yung tipong love na love mo na kaso bigla na lang siyang magbabago.. yun bang ma-ri-realize niya na ayaw ka na niya (or sawa na siya) tapos sasabihin na lang sayo... buti nga kung sasabihin straight to your face, eh karamihan sa text na lang sinasabi, yung tipong wala ng paliwanagan, super sms ang trip ika nga... worst case scenario - yung bigla na lang nawala... as in nawala. Hirap kaya nun... ang relationship ba dapat i consider na contract or ihalintulad sa work contract? wherein both parties will agree on a span of time na they'll be together at pagtapos nun, either mag rerenew ka ng contract or mag aapply ka na sa iba... Sa love ba kapag kunyari subject for employment ka na (employee ka na) meron bang ibibigay yung employer (lover) mo na terms and conditions bgo ka mag sign ng contract? yung tipong i-eenumerate pa niya lahat ng bawal at dapat gawin... yung mga responsibilities... pati na rin yung grounds for firing/termination? Hmmmm... parang ang complicated no? Pag pumasok ka ba sa relationship, kailangan nag ta time in or time out, kailangan ba perfect attendance? Ano ba parusa sa absenteeism? break up? Anyway.... ang sarap isipin din na when you love that person truly, you'll receive perks or bonuses, or incentives or pwede ka bang ma-promote? Ano ba susunod na level pag both of you, sobrang love yung isa't isa? Nevermind... One thing I know is for sure, kapag sa isang relationship, ako, sobrang professional! Hindi ako late (well I'm not talking about late sa mga dates ah kasi madalas late ako wehehe) Hindi ako umaabsent! as in lagi lagi akong nandito for anyone na special saken! Sobrang workaholic ko nga eh ( gagawin ko lahat para lang ma-"promote". But of course, just like any other worker, mag e expect ako ng incentive or raise sa salary! di ba dapat give and take, bakit minsan underpayed ako... minimum wage lang... And by the way! May pay ang work during holidays ah! (wehehe) Pero yun nga, kung mutual ang relationship between two parties (lovers) wala nang problema... As in super successful ng business! Pero pano kung yung partner mo may monkey business? nagumpisang magloko... May mga tao na aabsent para lang pumasok sa iba... yung iba naman suma-sideline. dalawa dalawa yung work as in workaholic siya in a different way - kung sino-sino winowork! Yung iba nag ha-halfday... may nag li-leave (cool-off)... daming malalakas ang loob diyan na mag breach of contract... hmmm... I wonder, what if meron din cash bond sa love/relationship, para di makakaalis ng basta yung employee mo hehehe ( actually you may look at it (the cashbond) in another angle: kung rich ka, malamang super bond siya sayo more than what Mightybond can do (so lame ng joke! wehehe). Di ba? Ang hirap magapply ngayon no? At ang hirap ding maghire ng right one. Sana mahanap ko na dream job ko that will stimulate me to work really hard (well di ko naman actually kailangan pang iistimulate para magwork hard, given na saken yun, pag love kita, sayong sayo lang ako...) It's always good to hear your boss saying "job well done!" Nakakalungkot lang isipin na may mga tao talaga na employed na nga, maghahanap pa nang iba... kung sabagay, mahirap naman na talaga yung buhay nowadays... pero sana aallis, magresign, para may formality (closure) pag ayaw na, say it, eh wala na namang magagawa yung partner mo pag ganun eh... That's the best thing to do. Ang pangit kasi ng nangyayari lately, karamihan nag a-AWOL... kasi they'd rather choose the easier way, di baleng masaktan na yung partner... sabagay the ones who do this always get away with it... Bum ako ngayon in terms of love... still thinking about that dream job... try ko kaya sa Classified ads instead of just 'submitting my resumes sa Jobstreet! ^^


NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO FIGHT... july 19 07



REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY


I don't think you're gonna like me...

  Hey don't think that way... I don't go for looks...

I'm not sure of that...

  Reverse psychology waaaah!

Hindi ah...

  You have to have confidence in yourself. You're cute. Okay...

Yeah I think so. I am cute! hehe

  That's the spirit! Kapal muks! hehehe

waaaaaaa... asa...

  I really wanna see you na.

Me too. I'm so excited...

  Tomorrow at 7 in the evening. We'll have dinner together all right.

Okay. Just don't expect too much...

  There you go again... Don't worry...


FACIAL EXPRESSIONS

Hi... I'm here.

  Oh hi! Is that you?

...

  Cute cute ah. Hehehe

Sorry for being late... (frowning-pacute)

  It's okay. Let's eat na.

Okay...

  Di ka makatingin nang derecho... they say people who can't look straight to the eyes are the ones who don't tell the truth.

That's not true. I'm just uncomfortable... Malamang aloof. hehe

  Kiss ko? Hehe

(Belat...) Hehe

  Hmp. Arte! (took a cigarette...)

Hey, your lungs!

  Your lungs ka dyan! Just eat okay.

...(making faces)

  Picture picture tara! La silang pakialam!

Sure!

  (click!)

Pangit ko!

  That's given! Hehehe

(Hmp)


UNDER THE MOONLIGHT


Let's walk for a while...

  Where do you want to go?

Wherever you will go?

  Corny!

Weh...

  Come on let's go...

Have you ever walked with someone before... I mean... Like this?

  Yeah... I can't recall when and where since that was so long ago.

Okay... It's just that...

  What?

This is so romantic...

  Yeah... I think so too...

...

  Love mo ko?

...(smiling, blushing...)

  Cute ng baby hehe. Mwuah!

(blushed) What was that for?

  I'm falling...

Whatever...

  I'm serious...

I like you...

  Talaga? Shit, *********** ako Hehehe

Ano ka ba! hehehe

  Yosi lang ulit ah...

No ba yan...


CONTRACT-SIGNING / THE DEMANDS / READ BETWEEN THE LINES


What do you want?

  Green tea please.

Alright wait...

  It's not green tea?

I wasn't able to get one, di ko nakita eh... Okay na yan. Frap ulit hehehe.

  Do you think you can cope with my kind of lifestyle?

I guess so...

  I hope so...
  I mean, I always go out with my friends... I might spend less time with you...

I think I can adjust... I understand... I think we won't have a problem with that... madali naman akong kausap eh. And I'm not that demanding... Low maintenance ika nga hehe.

  Oh that's nice... I  believe that in a relationship, you should be committed. You should not isolate yourself from your partner coz once I feel that my partner is isolating himself from me, I tend to lose my trust and eventually, I give up... Ang iniintindi ko lang eh yung things na makakatulong saken... I don't dwell in situations na masakit sa ulo... and when it's over, it's over. Sinasabi ko ng harapan.

Well, that's nice... both parties should be open... but we're only not talking about trust here, dapat marunong din na maging loyal...

  Are you a jealous type of person?

No. Or maybe it depends... eh kung makikipagmeet ka banaman sa maraming tao malamang magseselos ako...

  Ah okay... Actually I'm not... Are you sweet?

I guess. I think so... i like giving loveletters... well is that sweet?

  Talaga... Actually I'm not... There was this ex of mine who prepared something for me, it was my birthday I suppose... and he was like "Surprise! I got 2 tickets, we're goin to Bora!" with all the energy and stuffs... he really prepared as in super ayos! and you know what, he was disappointed of the way I reacted....  Alangan namang maglulumpasay ako sa tuwa... but honestly na appreciate ko talaga... and kinilig din ako sobra!

Oh talaga? Well, maybe he was kinda expecting too much...

  Yeah... Do you enjoy this kind of "trip" I mean, just sitting, smoking, taking a sip of coffee or what have you... It's so peaceful to me...

Yeah... so simple... so nice...

  Maya na tayo lakad ah, lam mo naman tong kasama mo,tanda na. hehehe



SHOULD HAVE KN0WN BETTER


How many boyfriends have you had?

  Three. All serious relationships.

How long was the longest relationship you had?

  3 months. I guess...

Oh... okay. how about one night stands, or SEBs?

  A lot! Turn off?

No... it's okay... I'm not judging you...

  I hope this time, it's you...

...

  I'm serious...

I just don't know what to say...



I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY


I know that look on your face... why?

  ...

Please say a word...

  I can't...

It's hard... Isn't it?

  I guess you know it already...

Don't do this to me...

  I'm leaving you... I don't love you anymore

...

  I...

...

  It hurts when you're like that... say a word please...

...

  I'm sorry...

...

  I'm really sorry...

... ... ... ...


CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW


"Me? I'm dishonest. And a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly stupid."

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