I'm Seyed Ehsan Taheri Javid, Born in Iran, Tehran (April 12, 1992). I lost part of myself and I'm looking for it!

Update 11/30/2013

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I saw Beyond: Two Souls Trailer and I felt that there's something in it, something related to my lost part! But i can not play it :( cuz i don't have PS3 and I can't buy one! I'm trying to speak with developer, my they can release it for PC after the end of sale for PS3! Really I need help for it.