I Don't Want to Be

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"I Don't Want to Be" is a song by American singer-songwriter Gavin DeGraw from his 2003 debut album, Chariot. The song gained exposure after being featured as the opening theme to The CW teen drama series One Tree Hill, and it was released as a radio single on February 17, 2004. It peaked at number 10 in the United States in 2005 and became a top-20 hit in Australia, Canada, the Netherlands, Norway, and Sweden.

"I Don't Want to Be"
A man wearing a grey t-shirt and yellow ball cap is lying down on a pile of leaves.
Single by Gavin DeGraw
from the album Chariot
ReleasedFebruary 17, 2004 (2004-02-17)
Studio
Length3:37
LabelJ
Songwriter(s)Gavin DeGraw
Producer(s)Mark Endert
Gavin DeGraw singles chronology
"I Don't Want to Be"
(2004)
"Chariot"
(2005)

The song is certified gold in the US, having sold over 500,000 downloads. In 2012, the song reached number 27 on the UK Singles Chart, its highest position, due to the finale of One Tree Hill's ninth and final season airing, which also featured DeGraw.[citation needed] The song's music video follows the message of the lyrics, featuring a girl investigating her high school peers while they are frozen in time, and she eventually decides to be herself.[1]

Background and composition

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Gavin DeGraw wrote the song as a message to adolescents, encouraging them to be themselves and to not let outside factors change their personalities. DeGraw explained:

["I Don't Want to Be"] was heavily influenced by the identity crisis right now that exists amongst youth. It's almost like you can go into any town in the country and the kids don't necessarily have an identity of their own; it's like whatever is on television is who they are.[1]

Upon finishing the song, DeGraw was happy with the results, but he was unsure if the song would become a hit despite being able to "have an impact on people's psyche and on their tapping toe".[2] Musically, the track is written in the key of C minor and proceeds at a moderately slow tempo of 76 beats per minute.[3][4]

Track listings

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UK and Australian CD single[5][6]

  1. "I Don't Want to Be" (album version) – 3:37
  2. "I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped/acoustic version)
  3. "Just Friends" (album version) – 3:24
  4. "I Don't Want to Be" (video)

European CD single 1[7]

  1. "I Don't Want to Be" (album version) – 3:38
  2. "I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped version) – 4:04
  3. "Get Lost" – 4:26
  4. "I Don't Want to Be" (video)

European CD single 2[8]

  1. "I Don't Want to Be"
  2. "I Don't Want to Be" (Stripped version)

Credits and personnel

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Credits are adapted from the UK CD single liner notes.[5]

Studios

Personnel

  • Gavin DeGraw – lyrics, music, vocals, piano
  • Michael Ward – guitars
  • Alvin Moody – bass
  • Joey Waronker – drums
  • Mark Endert – production, recording, mixing
  • Steve Gryphon – additional editing, additional programming

Charts

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Certifications

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Region Certification Certified units/sales
United Kingdom (BPI)[32] Gold 400,000
United States (RIAA)[33] 2× Platinum 2,000,000

Sales+streaming figures based on certification alone.

Release history

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Region Date Format(s) Label(s) Ref.
United States February 17, 2004 J [34]
August 16, 2004 Contemporary hit radio [35]
Australia September 6, 2004 CD [36]
United Kingdom June 20, 2005 [37]

Use in media

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References

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  5. ^ a b I Don't Want to Be (UK CD single liner notes). Gavin DeGraw. J Records. 2005. 82876 702222.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)
  6. ^ I Don't Want to Be (Australian CD single liner notes). Gavin DeGraw. J Records. 2004. 82876-64530-2.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)
  7. ^ I Don't Want to Be (European CD single liner notes). Gavin DeGraw. J Records. 2005. 82876 645302.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)
  8. ^ I Don't Want to Be (European CD single liner notes). Gavin DeGraw. J Records. 2005. 82876 645312.{{cite AV media notes}}: CS1 maint: others in cite AV media (notes) (link)
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