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Live ?!*@ Like a Suicide

Live ?!*@ Like a Suicide is a four-track EP by American hard rock band Guns N' Roses, released on December 16, 1986, on the UZI Suicide record label. (This was ostensibly a self-released record but UZI Suicide was actually part of Geffen Records.)[3] When referred to by the band members talking about the EP, they have simply called it Live Like a Suicide. The record itself was reportedly limited to only 10,000 copies, and it came out only on vinyl and cassette formats.

Live ?!*@ Like a Suicide
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ReleasedDecember 16, 1986
StudioPasha Studios
LabelUZI Suicide
ProducerGuns N' Roses
Guns N' Roses chronology
Live ?!*@ Like a Suicide
Appetite for Destruction
Professional ratings
Review scores
Allmusic3.5/5 stars[1]
Rolling Stone2/5 stars[2]


The four songs for the EP were selected from the band's demo tapes: two are cover versions and two are originals. The EP was a faux-live recording with overdubbed crowd noise, but these are in fact studio performances.

According to Steven Adler's autobiography, My Appetite For Destruction: Sex & Drugs & Guns N' Roses, the entire EP was recorded at Pasha Studios in Hollywood with pre-recorded audience applause and cheering in the background, as Geffen's engineers told him "it would cost too much to actually record a live record".[4] Duff McKagan says in his autobiography, It's So Easy (and other Lies), that "the crowd from a 1970's rock festival called the Texxas Jam. We thought it would be funny to put a huge stadium crowd in the background at a time when we were lucky to be playing to a few hundred."[5]

"Reckless Life" is the opening track on the EP. It opens with Slash shouting "Hey fuckers! Suck on Guns N' fuckin' Roses!"[6] This song was originally written by Hollywood Rose, which had included all the members of Guns N' Roses except Duff McKagan at one point or another. It was included in the Hollywood Rose compilation album The Roots of Guns N' Roses. "Nice Boys" is a cover of a song by Rose Tattoo. "Move to the City" features a horn section, and is the third track on the EP. "Mama Kin" is a cover of a song by Aerosmith, a band Guns N' Roses has cited as one of their major influences.

One song considered for this EP was "Shadow of Your Love", which never made it onto the album, and later released on the EP Live from the Jungle.


In 1988, the recordings featured on Live ?!*@ Like a Suicide were re-released along with four new songs as the album G N' R Lies.

The EP in its entirety was included as bonus tracks on the 2018 reissue of Appetite for Destruction and featured seamless crowd noise between the songs along with the fifth song "Shadow of Your Love".


The front cover consists of a photograph of two of the band members, Duff McKagan and Axl Rose (from left to right), with an early Guns N' Roses logo, designed by Slash, overhead. The artwork from this EP is also featured in the G N' R Lies album artwork.


To celebrate the release of the EP Guns N' Roses had a release party at Riki Rachtman's World Famous Cathouse. That was the first live performance at the club. It was acoustic and this was before MTV had the unplugged series. An acoustic set from a Heavy Metal act was rather obscure in 1986. In 2010, Steven Adler claimed that Guns N' Roses got Rodney on the ROQ at KROQ-FM to initially play "Reckless Life" by giving Rodney one gram of cocaine.[7]

Track listingEdit

1."Reckless Life"Axl Rose, Slash, Izzy Stradlin, Chris Weber3:20
2."Nice Boys" (Rose Tattoo cover)Angry Anderson, Mick Cocks, Geordie Leach, Dallas "Digger" Royall, Peter Wells3:03
3."Move to the City"Izzy Stradlin, Del James, Weber3:42
4."Mama Kin" (Aerosmith cover)Steven Tyler3:57
Total length:13:22


Adapted from AllMusic.[8]


  1. ^ "Live ?!*@ Like a Suicide – Guns N' Roses". AllMusic. Retrieved November 11, 2010.
  2. ^ "Guns N' Roses: Album Guide". Rolling Stone. Archived from the original on March 5, 2013. Retrieved March 30, 2012.
  3. ^ Marc Canter, Reckless Road, page 318.
  4. ^ Adler, Steven; My Appetite for Destruction, pages 107–108. ISBN 978-0-06-191711-0.
  5. ^ McKagan, Duff (2010). It's So Easy (and other Lies). p. 123.
  6. ^ "Welcome To The Jungle live from the Jungle video shoot 8/2/1987 Very Rare Guns N Roses". YouTube. Retrieved February 28, 2012.
  7. ^ 9/21/2010: Steven Adler Archived October 7, 2010, at the Wayback Machine on the Adam Carolla Show
  8. ^ "Live ?!*@ Like a Suicide – Guns N' Roses". AllMusic. Retrieved February 28, 2012.